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Sunday 30 November 2014

topsy turvy

tora datang lagi


lately, serabut sangat dengan workloads, personal problems n urusan konvokesyen bagai
seriously, tak cukup ruang waktu nak fikir semua benda dalam 1 masa
how i wish untuk tak membesar and terus duduk dalam alam student je
luah kat sini bukan untuk merungut, jauh sekali nak mengeluh dengan nasib
tapi paham tak situasi sekarang whereas i can't keep it up for myself yang mana i'm dying inside?
so people might said la kan yang aku ni mengelabah tak tentu hala but come on, i can't bear when the situation getting worst. out of my control.

i'm just 20, baru kenal dunia luar, guide me instead.
i'm crying not because i'm weak
i'm just letting some of it go from keep wandering in my mind,
it's just because i'm hold it for too long, alone.

please lah, don't be such a typical malay yang judgmental tu tak lari dari "eleh, sikit2 nak nangis" "eleh, tu pun tak mampu nak buat"
setiap orang, tak sama ujian yang dey all tanggung even idioms might said otherwise,
still our problems tu different from anyone else so stop judging, u don't know what others get through everyday.
it is considerable lah kalau nak nasihat
even nasihat sekalipun biar kena cara.

i'm sorry for my harsh writing, i'm sick of people who didn't astray from that typical thinking & judgmental.


by the way, we can change, it is up on us


helpless me,
nick


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