injured feeling. sooo bad

I even cannot lie to myself 

That i hurted so much deep inside

U should also feels if u're in situation of mine.

When people disclose ur bad, ur shame about to other. 

For those who has done it, a simple question for u

Is that u good and perfect enough? 

Go to hell perfect human!  U not deserve to live in this world as the world isn't perfect enough for u. Take my words! 

life screening and i would screaming

so hectic weeks, so typical law student meehhh
overall,
i should be gratitude over what i have today.
yeah Thanks Allah for everything.
but the one that i worry the most is about on my future.....to further studies in degree level
it always become my nightmare for the very night in this second year.
i have to consider so many things as it leads to overthinking i guess.
people may talk " why should you be worry? keep calm and do the best"
indeed, it truly true and down on earth
i should then not sticking around on the ground
i need to up in a 'space' too
for me, i need to set up another plans such B and C plans instead
just in case if i could not achieve what i dream for.
lately *perhaps on my first year* i started to love my course which is studying law
i love it with my wholly heart. somehow i can't deny it.
it is slowly become of my another half , a part of me
so that i reallly wish that i'll be able to continue study in legal course.
PRAY FOR ME dear readers, i need it the most 
Alhamdulillah so far my result *CGPA* shown a hope
yes, positive reflection.
my biggest problem is in matter of MUET. its hard for me to achieve at least band 4
to make me qualified in law's degree. ahhhh. poor me
actually, i intended to study in UKM as there are too many advantages
besides, law studies in UKM is so conducive and fits me well perhaps
heeee, there's another reasons that i thinks i'll not to disclose it, not integral at all yaaw

i should stop here . having a nap maybe the best thing in the world as i didn't have it enough currently
so goodbye and thanks for reading besides lending your eyes :)
take care everybody, stay bless
here's my heart <3

abstrak pelangi: ungu nya cinta

Saat hati hiba, yang membawa duka memenjarakan bicara
Kala dunia bermuram durja
Bisa tertusuk duri nya pedih
Hadir yang tercinta membawa rasa
Resap tubuh menghadam bicara tanpa suara
Hebatnya kuasa cinta
Menyembuh segala duka
Pertalian sukar ditafsirkan

Cinta bukan hanya pada sang kekasih, cinta satu metafora global. Rasa yang tidak terbatas, cinta pada sang pencipta, cinta pada keluarga, cinta tanpa ungkapan dalam persaudaraan

Hargai sebuah cinta, semai dengan kasih.

abstrak pelangi : terbias warna

terbiasnya warna pelangi disebabkan hujan panas

bukti disebalik kesusahan ada kesenangan

manusia perlu berfikir diluar kotak
kerana dalam kotak memungkinkan keterbatasan pemikiran
relax . chillin' . ada hikmah disebalik sesuatu yang terjadi

abstrak pelangi : miskin

teringat aku kisah seorang makcik yang miskin
tak mampu nak belikan nasi lemak sepinggan seorang buat anak-anak
memang tumpah air-mata aku
reflek balik pada diri
yaaa , aku jauh dari kesyukuran



terkadang mengejar apa yang tak pasti disaat dilimpahi kenikmatan
disaat semuanya hilang , mungkin baru nak belajar erti bersyukur
ya Allah , kembalikan norma sebagai hambaMu
didiklah jiwaku dengan kesyukuran



"takut menyesal jika terlambat"

abstrak pelangi : penat

penat
seriously penat setia mencengkam setiap jiwa
hatta kau berlari daripada realiti
penat tetap terselit di setiap usaha

lemah
makin lama kau makin lemah
sebab apa ?
tanya jiwa , minda , fizikal
kerana kau terlalu 'melayan' penat

cuba meneutralisasi penat
mungkin diri menjadi lebih gembira
belanja diri , usah diikutkan hati yang penat

penat
usah membelit ragaku
kbai

heavy raining in the midst of heart

Salam 

olla everybody 

aku ni sesokmo tak update blog ni

tah la bakpe. Nak kata busy tapi lebih kpd malas. Accurately -,- 

actually, aku sedih la. Now aku macam dah susah nak menghafal, tak macam dulu. I'm trying so hard tp susah nak dapat. And I really don't know why. Mybe faktor pemakanan tp selama ni aku melantak je apa yg ada *except for chicken* aku tak suka ayam deh sebab aku agak geli nak makan ayam. Bukan menggedik whatsoever tapi tekok den tak leh terima kay. Bese la setiap orang berbeza. Kalau semua sama tak thrill la hidup ni kan. Berbalik pulak pada ceriti aku yang sukar nak menghafal ni,basically aku akan study sikit sebelum tido,  supaya kat kelas keesokannya senang nak hadam pembelajaran lah kononnya. Tapi yang jadi masalah, aku tak akan ingat apa yang aku study tu. Hayyo, dulu okay je. Now dah macam hampeh. Ni nak story kat hangpa, naik sem 4 ni seriously takut gila nak belajar.  Bukan pe, belajar 5 subjek law.  Ya Allah, takut weh. sem 4 ni mostly dapat lecturers yang tegas. Masa tutor, semua ketaq n pucat. Yela, semua yang lecturer tanya merupakan killer question yang menyentap seluruh saraf otak. Tak sempat langsung nak pikir jawapan. tapi Alhamdulillah , seronok je belajar even takut2.  Hahahaha. Frankly speak, 1 kelas cuak je bile ada tutor 

k la. Kat sini je kot pena hamba menulis *la sangat* 

I wrote it by handphone so agak sukar untuk menaip.  

Bai bai people