__ hardness through life__

Asslamualaikum , hai u olss . . its been a while since i'm not updating this blog . . not because i'm chillin' up with my life or i'd happy with my journey . . u are totally wrong . now , i'm mess up . i feel that i can't handle my problems . i don't know why i'm feel so lost after the last day of class ( before the Chinese New Year's holiday ) i'm always in the mourning space . hell yeah what i've think about until i became so dispressed ?

i thought that it was because i've surrounded by annoyed people maybe ? its quite true actually .

or maybe i've been stress a lot by the Mr.Assignment , Mrs.Tutorial or their children , Test ? LOL

Oomayy . i want my best life back . . i'm sick to be like this all the time as i can't enjoying myself .

i wanna to story about my problems a bit . . yeahh . . a bit or a lot ? whatever . . . . which part i wanna to start it ? okay . first , i'm so stress with one of my classmate . she quite annoying me . i actually don't know about shes true colours until this second semester i know it ! how i've been so late ! before , my friends keep talking that she is like this , like that . i even don't want to care about that as every single person have their own attitudes and also imperfect . so i'm just bothering it . but , after i've been in a group with her ! i'm totally tired and freaking up . . . . likes our friends said that she is a free rider . in a easy words that she do not do her work and not incooperate with teamworks . hell yeah . all the work just laying down towards me n my friends . its so exhausted if we not do a works together . you know . . . so terrible . and also she get a marks for free !!!!!!!!!!!! i can't consider with her anymore . many people had try to figure her out about her bad attitudes , but shes still blur and can't get the point ! what the fishhhh . . people keep talking that they must ask her to do something in favor . heyy ! we're reach 19 girl ! please wake-up ! people does not give us an instruction to do something that simple . bear it in ur mind ! huuuhhhh . one more thing that people said about her , she only sitting in front of her laptop for 24/7 hours a day . update her social networkings and her blog likes she don't have any commitment at all . . . heyyy this is what u call want to success ? ? ? u got it damn !
last , i hope so that she will changes for the sake of goodness . and she will not burden on others anymore . as a teenager , we must be an independent and stand on our own feet so that people will be more respect on us . we also will be more matured enough . my advice towards her " please changes ur attitudes if u want to be friend with other and if u want to reach a progress in ur life "

takde kena mengena antara yang hidup dgn yang mati

progress is impossible without change 

and those who cannot change their minds , they cannot change anything