nothing is eternal in this world

Ditinggalkan kehilangan

Bagian hidup kita

Tak usahlah kau tangisi takdir

Tak ada yang abadi di dunia ini

Semua pastikan kembali

Hidup ini sudah tertulis

Tenangkan jiwamu dan hatimu

Ikhlaskanlah relakanlah

Semua yang ada pasti kan pergi

Ikhlaskanlah relakanlah

Semua yang hidup pasti kan mati

Ikhlaskanlah relakanlah

Semua yang ada pasti kan pergi

Ikhlaskanlah relakanlah

Semua yang hidup pasti kan mati

Ikhlaskanlah relakanlah

Semua yang ada pasti kan pergi

Semua yang hidup pasti kan mati

Hidup bukan milik kita

Hidup bukan milik kita

Assalamualaikum, hi !

quotes above was took from Bukan Milik Kita, a beautiful song from 6ixth sense though so meaningful. 

talk about death, gives us million of feeling.
scare, terrified, so on.
well, unprepared.
ya Allah, let us die in Your blessing, don't let us astray
give us Your Jannah :'(

i listen to this song for a several times, i'm sorts of attached to it.
seriously, i'm crying
imagining that people surround me crying, for asking me back
how upset my family, my friends upon my death
being 'kafan' in Telekung and white cloth
while everyone give their last kisses to me
how's the feel when people recite 'surah Yasin' beside me
where at that time, i can't even give any response
my body stiff, i can't wipe all of the tears
then, my body will be bury down into earth, covered by land
now that's what separates us
i will be in another 'world', called as Alam Barzakh
i will not see anyone again
neither my love one


i'm scare :'( but i'm can't wait to meet Allah, Rasulullah, and be in Jannah.

gratitude

hi fellas !

today, there's something that shocked me out. even it wasn't seems really matter but still, it giving me constantly huge impact. who knows when thing turns out to be better whereas we're not expecting that to be happen instead? the plans had been arranged by Allah was so smooth and systematical. He gave on the right time and even without we've think about it.

and what i was experienced was on the early of morning, i woke up as usually, not had a thought on everything, didn't planned anything. then, i checked out my hand phone, i just saw unread message from Mummy (she's my aunt actually). i read and freaked out as my Mummy asked for my bank account's number. i asked on what purpose she need that? she said that "Mummy and Daddy intended to sustain you in your studies by providing financial support, you just need to pray for us and do your utmost in studies". i was like "seriously? Alhamdulillah" speechless dowww. to be honest, tears streaming down on my cheeks. u know what, i'm so touched where i knew that Allah giving His blessing through someone else.

afterwards, i sent my account's number to her. before, she had said "If there is anything you want to buy, books or anything else, do inform me, text me , please do not tell about this matter to your mom". like seriously, i wanna frame millions of thank you even though i'm not facing a serious financial problem but as a law student, i need to buy a very expensive books, sometimes it is not affordable for us which is a STUDENT. whatever, gratitude over Allah for ease my burden. He is the best listener :') *sobbing*

she asked me when i will return back to Terengganu for the next semester. i stated that i don't really know the exact date yet.

later, i received a message from Mummy stated that "Daddy had transfer to kakak's (my nickname at home) account about RM*** by using Maybank2u, maybe tomorrow the money will be clear (terms of transferring by interbank GIRO, taking about 2/3 day), in shaa Allah, Mummy will provide Kakak with monthly expenses". i was shocked, Daddy had gave me the amount of money more than my family gave to me. i replied to Mummy that i really thank you for the easement, what i can do is i will pray for them, do my best in my studies and i'll use it wisely. In shaa Allah.


after a while, i was thought about this. this is sort of 'Amanat' for me to preserve. take note that i cannot let this blessing in vain, do not spend the money by un-beneficial things, i need to be more responsible upon this 'Amanat'. the crucial is do not doing a 'squander' thing !


last but not least, THANK YOU all, especially for Mummy Daddy my parents and my family. Thank you so much for sustain me in my studies, provide me with happiness and giving those remaining moral support for me :)


love,
little me

a short trip to Sekayu Waterfall

before the final exam of forth semester, my classmates and i were went to Sekayu Waterfall situated at Manir, Terengganu. The plan was we decided to go to waterfall nearby Setiu ( i forgot the exact name) but due to the reason of most of the parents not allowing us for having a kind of picnic there, so we changed the plan to Sekayu and the same situation goes around whereas a few of us cannot join together. we're going without Farah, Mai, Isha, Niza, Cuah, Ara, and Oni. we thought that the atmosphere maybe ain't not gonna be enjoyable (hoped for all of us can be altogether collected the very last moment before our graduation). However thing turns out to be better where of course that the precious moments were very delightful and joyful. Instead of 'bermandi-manda', swimming likes Pandalela Rinong, dive (ala-ala scuba diving gitu), we also having a Barbecue and done family things such likes singing, quiz activities, 'tiru gaya', truth or dare, exchange a gift and etc. Highlighted when Fikri used to sing for us and for sure, he has a very beautiful voice!

The most crucial was we're enjoyed the time passed by with laughter and joyful. In shaa Allah, i'll not forget this moment with all of my beloved friends. something are unexplained so enjoy the pictures!

*most of the pictures were taking by my Sony as it is water-resistant, heh (sakan la snapping underwater)
excuse for our tudung kepet tu :3

btw do clicking on the picture for the enlargement :)